It is extremely difficult to rebuild trust. I have looked back at our relationship and I don’t feel that he has ever trusted me. So 5 years later, and he still doesn’t, I doubt that will change. I have tried to talk to him and let him know where I stand at this point and how this has been affecting me, however, blame seems to always fall back on me. He says he never looked at porn when we first got together but he started back 6 months after we were married. I asked him what changed and he couldn’t tell me. That leads me to think that it was something I did or didn’t do, so blame is on me yet again. He does have an appointment to talk to a professional about his situation so I am thankful for that (although I told him he needed to do that). I’m not sure if he is doing it because he wants help or because he knows it will make me feel slightly better. I’m just so confused, I feel I am not getting the information or actions that I need.
