We spoke last weekend. I don’t think she’s seeing the other guy anymore. Lasted all of a week or two. But she said one of her guy friends from college might come see her next month, so “obviously I’m not ready to throw everything away and trust you again.” Were her words to me. She also said I just don’t understand the magnitude of what I did to her and she wasn’t over everything yet. She also was unsure I “cured myself in two weeks” when I told her I was seeing a therapist and working on what I needed to change.
She didn’t want to end communication and said the only reason she didn’t talk to me was because I told her not to. She maintains that she thinks we have a future. Her mom sent me a message on the 4th of July and said she hopes we’d start talking again and find happiness.
I am working on myself for now. I am talking to a therapist and reading some books to help me understand what went wrong, and I think I finally understand what I was doing and what my problem was. I am not sure when I’ll talk to her again, or if I should reach out in another week or two, but we’ll see. I’d like to see her again, but I think I need to give her a little more time before we hang out once more, if she’ll even agree to it. I suppose that’s all I can do, unless you have any other advice.
