April, thanks for your advice. The truth is, I have considered divorce but I really don’t have the resources to support myself. I have no excuses as far as savings goes…for one reason or another savings was used for emergency family help or car trouble and now as I look back I realize that helping family to the extent that I did took away from me…a totally different issue. Anyway, we moved to a different state a few months ago and I have not been able to find a job at all since our move…not even anything part-time with less pay. I have always been pretty independent, but because of not having a job for the past 3 months, I have had to become more dependent on him. So, although I know it will hurt to move on, I do have the strength to, but I don’t know how to do that because I have no other means of financial support. My parents are deceased, my siblings are far away in other states with children & are not financially stable to take me in and my other family members have not been close and as supportive as I thought they would be after my mom passed 2 years ago. So, it seems like I’m [b]stuck[/b] until I can get a job and support myself. I know that sounds bad, but it’s the truth. So, until things fall into place so that I can leave and never look back, how do I live with a clear mind?
