YIKES! I sent you the longest reply to your last msg . and went hit the preview button and lost the entire thing twice ! I am sick as I went on about my current situation and lost the whole posting . Is there a way to exchange personal e-mails ? I need some perspective and swear I am quite normal but you seem like a friend . Let me know , not sure what the rules are on here and do not want to overstep any personal bounderies or make you uncomfortable . If chatting on here is all you can agree to I will try to start my e-mail over 🙂 Chezwee