yeah, right. you’ve got it all figured out, don’t you?!
i agree with the advise and comments left for you. you don’t agree because you are selfish, self absorbed and self centered — looking out for number one, YOU. you don’t want to hear advice, because you want to keep making excuses for yourself instead of doing what’s in the best interest of someone other than you.
by your own admission you’re nothing but a liar. you tell so many lies about men, about sex, about making porn tapes, about being raped, about absolutely everything that you don’t even know how to tell the truth any more. you even lie about lying.
leave the man alone and let him move on, not for you sake — for his! and get yourself into counseling and stay there, not just for your own sake but so that those poor kids can survive with you as their role model. good grief.