April- I dont know why but this morning I must have been a little tipsy still from last night and i saw she was on facebook and I IMed her and said hi… Ill tell you how the conversation went- but did I just make things worse?
She then told me that I really need to start to getting over her and to move on. She said that I am dead set on getting back together and its not good. My little cousin told her that I have a plan??? I explained to her that he asked me if I would ever date her again and I said that yes hopefully in a few months or years or w/e I would like to go out. When I explained she understood and I cleared it up for her.
But then I asked if she missed me or thinks about me still- and she said no not really. I then questioned her and said I couldnt believe after all this time together you completely eliminated me from your life. She responded and said she was not completely and is just in the process still of getting over me and moving on.
She said she doesnt want to hurt me when she is telling me to move on but she said this…
“honestly it’s nont about being hopeful, its about not thinking about this which i guess in your mind means not being hopeful, so no im not hopeful, im letting life come and doing what i want,
if in a really long time that means im back with you then thats what will happen
but im not just waiting till that time. i just wanted you to know that because i dont want to hurt you
i dont want you to be waiting around while i move on in my life”
So April… due to all this now what is best? Is it really over? Do you see that she is completely done or I should still do no contact? This No Contact is iffy cause if she isnt missing me now or even thinking about me and is eliminating me from her life… what is running away from her gonna do? This is why I am confused. How could I get her to miss me? The answer is that I cant…
