Thanks for the great advice guys. I must admit I have been thinking about all the advice both of you have given me but I have yet to leave him. You must understand how hard it is for me to let go of him, sometimes I love him and others I hate him, I find myself unhappy because I’m really confused. The conclusion that I have gotten to because of you is that he is my comfort zone and that perhaps I’m just afraid to get out there,I am waiting to go back to college and then I will leave him. He is currently undergoing through a lot of problems that I can’t deal with, I can no longer be there to pick him up every time that he falls. For now, I will let you know that I know he’s not the one for me and I don’t love him because love, at least to me, is being so infatuated with someone and seeing them so perfect that you find no reason to not spend your rest of your life with them, but I don’t see myself with this guy in the long run.. but I need someone to explain, what is love to you?
