[quote=”April Masini”]Your best bet is leaving your boyfriend and not having any contact with him whatsoever. You need a fresh start, especially since you’re about to be a new mother and have a history riddled with drug abuse, criminal issues, and challenges that many addicted people have.
You need to NOT have a boyfriend at all right now, and to get support that you will very much need as a new mother. If you feel that giving the child up for adoption is an option, because you may not be able to kick the drugs, I hope that you’ll consider that.
Since your boyfriend has “tackled you” in the past, find a battered woman’s shelter, and ask for support. Or go to your local church and see if there’s a shelter where you can get a living situation as well as appropriate medical and counseling for your pregnancy and impending birth.
Your problems are way more than infidelity — in fact, that’s really just a polite way for saying you’re in denial about the drug abuse, criminal and legal problems and possible sexual addiction you have. Without passing any judgment, I sincerely wish you’d forget this guy right now and get him out of your life, so that YOU can get the help you need as a pregnant woman. You cannot do this alone. You need to change your life, and the people in it, and you need help and support of a sober community and new friends to do this.
I hope that helps. I’d like to hear that you’re healthy and happy one day.[/quote]
I have been clean for almost 2years and no way am i going back to drugs
