well i haven’t told him yet. things are such a mess. it feels like every thing is falling apart. we’ve been fighting since saturday. we finally stopped arguing a couple hours ago. He mentioned that he thought i am seeing some one else, which i’m not. we both feel distance from the other and not sure what to do. all the extra hormones aren’t helping either and one of his complaints. we’ve been planning to move to missouri so i can help my mom and my mom can help with the kids. now it looks like i might need to leave a little sooner cuz my mom fell, hurt her wrist and is having a hard time taking care of herself because of arthritis. i’m afraid of how this would affect our relationship with the ways things are going. we don’t handle being seperated well. its been hard living just 20 min apart. when i talk to my family or close friends they say i should just let it go. i feel torn and lost. there’s been so much, i just wish the rollercoaster would slow down.
