hi april,sad to tell u that my girlfriend initiated a breakup awhile ago.i hate to leave her but i dun wan c her so unhappy.she feel that leaving her alone is a better way to ease the pain.i respected her decision.it is hard for me to forget her but i have to,but i have to drown my sorrows to forget.i juz hope she will lead her life happily.i aware that i am nt worthy of her.i know i am selfish to ask her stay.but on the other hand,i know she can surely find someone much better than me.i am in a dilemna.i really hope we can still be together.as long as she stay single,i will work hard to change myself to gain her love back.thank you.
