It began as a simple talk & grew to a very strong friendship. I wasn’t aware of a wife, though I never asked. I didn’t for I never thought our talk would lead to anything. After all, he, in the public eye, major TV networks, would never take interest, & if he did, he’d get bored soon. He didn’t. Instead, he’s made me a center of all things him.
He takes interest in my dreams, says if he has to yank success out of me, will. Public image or decision making, he listens. When he airs, wants my thoughts. Yes, I’ve met him & he’s very real. He trusts me with things, I, would never trust anyone. Anything from financial info to access on all his sites. All, but the mention of her. Now, her pics removed– even those dating back a few years. I’m tagged on all his new pics on IG. We haven’t kissed or had sex. I’ve made it clear. He’s said he’ll wait as long as I choose. He said loves me a few times. When I ignored him hoping to detach, bothered him in a way I’d never expected. He’s made it clear he cares a lot & when I ignore him, he fears something has happened. Yeah, I know. He speaks in we & I’m somehow in his future. He says, he’ll be with me, I can’t ignore him. When I mention her, cuts me off, says he’ll talk to me later about it, but doesn’t. Yet, he’s mentioned a legal battle he’ll soon be able to tell me, but the word divorce.
I’m confused. My girlfriends say I’m crazy for dragging him on, but I have certain values. He’s become my best friend. Our bond is too strong. He is all I dreamed other than that he’s married. Can someone please shed some light?
