narsassistic? could this be him……This is also my story, was with a guy 2 years, loved him with al my heart introduced him to my family, he moved in, his choice and i thought we were all happy, everything in common and my kids adored him, i recieved a email saying he was seeing a 24 yr old, he s 36, i confronted him and he said noway they were just good friends, since then he s left and has taken her home to meet his parents, in the meantime he has sent me texes etc not about being sorry or getting back, just how r u blah blah………. he asked me to meet him 2 weeks ago i relented and did, he grabbed me kissed me and told me his love was stronger than ever, he took me away that weekend and we travelled bk on the sunday, i recived a text 2 hours later saying he just wanted to be friends………… devastated and find daily life hard as he dominates my thoughts………….he spoilt me rotten, took control of everything and i didnt detect anything wrong, i just thought he was one in a million, my soulmate, today ive recived 30 texes from him telling me he s finished with his girlfriend and wants to see me for a catch up………. i am still in love with this man and find it hard to say no……….. help??It kinda helped me a bit but im stuck in a rut, 2 weeks ago he started texing me asking me how i was etc etc, i became so happy bcos, he was thinking of me……..he asked me out to talk so i did, he made a lovely picnic and we layed allday by a river, lots of contact and very loving, since then weve been kayaking and have remained in contact through texes. He told me he wants the dream which iswhat we discussed last year but he wants to have fun first……..meaning doing all the things he/we want to do which i accepted. Its a rollercoaster and bcos i am so in love with him i find it impossible to ignore or walk away, but, im getting stronger, i feel it, and i guess one day if things dont progress i could wake up one morning and say enough is enough………..he says he wants to take things really slow, i agreed, but my head is completely in the shed bcos i truthfully do not know what he s thinking from one moment to the next!………today we are seeing each other once a week, his terms, he says he wants to live our dream but not yet, when im with him i have to hold his hand i have to initiate a kiss or i dont get one, oh god whats wrong with all of this im so confused and everytime my phone goes off i think he s going to end it again………its a terrible way to live but im madly in love with him, please help me
