[Maaapaa]

This is really long, I am sorry. But I feel like the more context the better.

So I met this girl about 8 weeks ago. We are from the same hometown, have a lot of common interests and both now live in the same small town in the midwest. We are both in our late 20s. It has been so great. There was immediate chemistry. We hung out alot. After like 2 weeks she said “I feel like I moved here for a reason, and I wouldn’t mind dating someone who lived here.” I took that as meaning she was ready, willing, and able to date me. She stopped by my place unannounced once, so I thought that was a good sign too. Eventually I started spending the night at her house…she bought me a tooth brush, etc. We had sex 3 times. Twice was after we had gone out and once was in the morning. The first time was after like 4 weeks. But on the 4th time, she said she was not really feeling it. I was OK with that, and after that point I went out of my way NOT to instigate sex with her because I wanted to prove that I was with her because of “her.” I started giving her a little less physical attention as well (arm around her, holding her hand, etc.) because I wanted to give her space. I guess it startled me a little bit. I guess also, I could feel like something was different, and thus didn’t feel as comfortable treating her like “my girl.” But we still hung out like 4 times a week and text messaged or talked to each other every day (and still do). I told her “I liked her” several times… She would call me and tell me she wanted to cuddle and stuff like that, and based on all her signs up to this point I felt like she was really into me. She would grab my hand and hold it when we walked and stuff like that.

Well, our relationship started backtracking about 3 weeks ago. I stopped spending the night there. When I was there late at night on a weeknight, she would say “Ok, I am going to bed.” I just got up and left, instead of walking into her bedroom with her. But at the time her door was double-locked. So she would have to unlock the door to let me out. I always felt like I should say “I can stay if you want me to” but I never did. Maybe she expected me to stay and thought it was wierd that I would always move to leave instead of go to the bedroom with her. I guess now that I think about it I only spent the night with her on the weekends after we had gone out, I never spent the night with her during the week when I was over there late…nor did she ever ask me to. And as I said, I never offered to. But when I did spend the night, there was never a level of akwardness in the morning, as we would hang out all day the next day…

She started travelling a lot the last 3 weeks, and about the same time we stopped being intimate altogether. I stopped kissing her except every now and then over these last 3 weeks. We still hung out all the time when she was in town. She could tell something was bothering me (I was acting much more somber over these last few weeks). I was really upset at this point, because I could tell something was wrong. But finally, I got the courage to ask her what was up.

Well, she told me the story about the ex. Apparently he blind-sided her with breaking up. They dated for 3 years and he broke it off 8 months ago (6 months after we started “talking”). Apparently they had not had sex ever, she had told me this fact a lot earlier though. And she said that she cannot move past the initial stage of attraction towards me. She said this was a timing issue and that she was not emotionally available right now. She said that she still thought about her ex like 5 times a day (“What is he up to…who is he with…blah blah”) and did not think it was fair to enter into a relationship with someone while having those thoughts. She said she will finally be over him when she can talk to him and not be upset when she sees him with another girl. She said it took her 3 years to get over her boyfriend before that one, and for her finally to begin dating a guy again. She said she would be a bad girlfriend right now. I responded, “I think you would be a great girlfriend.” I wrote her a letter expressing my feelings towards her, and we have talked about it 2 or 3 times, but she has held strong in her position.

What is strange is she also said during one of these conversations that she was unsure whether I had feelings for her more than just a friend (I guess because I had backed off on physical intimacy towards her). I said “I told you I liked you” several times. She said, “but you need to SHOW me you like me.” That threw me for a loop, because she said she was not emotonally available, but telling me I needed to show her I liked her and to not be so “bottled up” with what is on my mind. So I have brought her flowers and have done a few other nice things like that towards her over the last 10 days, but it doesn’t seem to have had a real effect on her. I mean she says thank you and tells me how sweet I am and how thoughtful I am and all that, but never gives me that “look” if you know what I mean.

I have really thought alot about what might have happened. Maybe she was ashamed that she had sex with me when she had gone so long without having done so. Or maybe she had feelings for me, but when I backed off she became scared of getting hurt again, and so she boxed out her emotions towards me. Maybe she wanted me to spend the night all those times when I was there during the week and when I didn’t she thought all I wanted was friendship, and so at this point she has conditioned her feelings towards me as just friends. Or maybe she never really thought about whether she liked me, and let things get kind of out of control.

I am her best friend here where we live (we both recently moved here and it was a coincidence that we met). So I am the closest person she has here.

When I met her, I really thought that she might finally be the one for me. I really think she still is. But the problem is that now I feel like I am stuck in “friend territory.” She still invites me over to hang out or cooks me dinner or whatever. And we talk and everything just like we always have. We talk about her family and her friends…my family and my friends. So we definately have deep, revealing conversation. But there is no intimacy or physical touching, besides the occasional poking or hugging or a slight rub on the back. She says things like “we need to have a party” or “we need to get you a new shirt” just like we are a couple…even after the talk we had.

I know for a fact she is confused. But I told her I wouldn’t abandon her because I am her closest friend here. And I have also told her things like “I will still be here for you…and hopefully you will come around, because after all a quality girl is worth the wait.” After having heard these statements from me she still calls and texts me all the time; and like I said she cooked me dinner tonight. And she still gazes into my eyes and glances down at my lips all the time when we talk (which sometimes I think is a sign that a girl wants to be kissed). But tonight I tried to rub her kneck when she wasn’t feeling well, and she brought up about how an old guy hit on her at the airport her last trip (7 days ago). I took that to mean she did not want me to continue rubbing her kneck.

Even though I do want to be friends, it is really tough on me because I care very deeply for her. I was so glad that I had finally met a girl that I could connect with on a deeper level. I have no problem meeting girls, just ones like her. They are a rare breed indeed. I am really not ready to give up on us having a relationship. I just do not believe that such an amazing girl came into my life in such a “destined” atmosphere, yet she is not and will never be into me again. I just don’t buy it that she all of a sudden doesn’t like me. A girl knows exactly what she is doing when it comes to guys, and from my experience every move they make is carefully analyzed and calculated. So why would she allow us to get into this position if there really aren’t any feelings for me beyond that of friendship?

Despite my promises to her, however, I don’t know how long I can keep up this “friendship” game. It just hurts me to know that she doesn’t feel like she can currently give her heart to me.

Will she come around? I know she enjoys my company and she does miss me when I am not around, because when I don’t call or text her on any given day, she calls/texts me later that same day. Sometimes she calls/texts me in the morning too. But I just don’t know if that is her heart missing my company, or her mind feeling lonely. Should I wait for her to sort out her issues?…or will she be confused and emotionally unavailable for the next 2 years? I kind of feel like I should just try and kiss her and see what happens. Should I try to take her to dinner and a movie and put my arm around her? We never actually did that “cliche” date thing when we were “dating.” Is she saying one thing and thinking another?

Please help! Thank you!

[April Masini, your AskApril]

I’m going to answer your question using your own words… Please reread what she said to you:

[u][b]She cannot move past the initial stage of attraction towards me.[/b][/u] She said this was a timing issue and that [u][b]she was not emotionally available right now[/b].[/u] She said that [u][b]she still thought about her ex like 5 times a day[/b] [/u](“What is he up to…who is he with…blah blah”) She said [u][b]it took her 3 years to get over her boyfriend before that one[/b][/u], and for her finally to begin dating a guy again. [u][b]She said she would be a bad girlfriend right now[/b][/u]. I responded, “I think you would be a great girlfriend.” I wrote her a letter expressing my feelings towards her, and we have talked about it 2 or 3 times, [u][b]but she has held strong in her position.[/b][/u]

This young woman is clearly not over her ex. Equally, she is not interested in nor anywhere near emotionally available to have a relationship with you. She has told you this directly and you are not listening because you do not want to hear her.

Please do yourself a favor and understand that when someone tells you these things you need to accept them — for your own good.

Move on and start dating other women… immediately.

When (and if) this woman becomes ready and interested in more than a friendship with you (assuming she ever does) she’ll let you know. Until then, you are wasting your time — to say nothing of setting yourself up for heartbreak.

[PassionSeeker]

It sounds like she’s genuinely confused, and I get why that’s frustrating. But if she’s telling you she’s not ready and still thinking about her ex, you need to give her the space to figure out her feelings. You’re doing all the right things by being supportive, but you can’t force someone to feel a certain way. If she’s not showing interest in being more than friends and keeps distancing herself, you have to decide if it’s worth it to keep waiting. Sometimes, the best thing you can do is step back and focus on yourself, not wait around for someone to figure things out.

[Ethan Morales]

I can see how much thought, care, and emotion you’ve put into understanding her and your connection. You’re clearly emotionally intelligent and sensitive, which is a huge strength here, but it also means you’re feeling a lot of pain from this uncertainty. Let’s unpack this carefully.

She’s still healing from her ex. She’s explicitly said she thinks about him daily and doesn’t feel ready for a new relationship. That’s a big deal. Emotional unavailability isn’t about you personally; it’s about her being in a place where she cannot fully invest in someone else.

She values your friendship and closeness. She clearly trusts you and enjoys your company. she calls, texts, cooks for you, and shares her life. That’s why you’re still in frequent contact and why she’s letting you do some things a romantic partner might do. But all of that doesn’t necessarily mean she wants a romantic relationship right now. Friendship can feel very intimate, especially when she’s lonely or hasn’t moved on emotionally from her ex.

You’re picking up subtle cues eye contact, slight physical touches, verbal affirmations that suggest she likes you. And yes, she probably does care about you. But caring doesn’t equal readiness for romance. She’s in a state of internal conflict: part of her enjoys your attention and intimacy, part of her knows she’s not ready. That’s why she says she’s emotionally unavailable but still engages in affectionate behavior. She may never “come around” until she’s fully over her ex. You can’t control her timeline. Waiting indefinitely could be emotionally painful for you. Right now, she’s giving you signals that are confusing because she’s torn between wanting connection and needing emotional space.

You’re in “friend zone limbo.” This is the most dangerous place for your heart if you want a relationship. You care deeply, she values you, but the romantic component is blocked. This is emotionally draining and can lead to frustration, jealousy, or resentment if you stay too long hoping she will change. Your desire to “make a move” is natural, but risky. Trying to kiss her, take her on a date, or escalate physical intimacy may push her away because she’s not emotionally ready. Even if she does respond positively in the moment, it could reinforce a pattern of temporary closeness without long-term commitment, which could hurt you more.

Step back a little, but don’t abandon her completely. Give her space to process her feelings about her ex. This doesn’t mean cutting her off just reduce the intensity of your pursuit so you don’t over-invest emotionally. Set boundaries for yourself. Decide how much emotional closeness you can handle without it hurting you. If cuddling, hand-holding, or frequent texting is painful because it keeps hope alive, consider limiting those interactions. Focus on building your own life. Pursue hobbies, friends, or activities outside of her. This makes you less emotionally dependent on her and gives her a chance to miss your presence naturally.

Let her lead if she chooses romance later. If she ever resolves her feelings about her ex and shows clear, unambiguous romantic interest, you’ll be in a position to decide whether to reciprocate. Until then, don’t try to force a romantic outcome it won’t work and could damage the friendship you have. Clarify your own heart. Ask yourself: are you happy being “just her best friend” for now, knowing it might never become romantic? Or do you need to step back entirely to protect your emotional well-being? This is the most important decision for you right now.

She’s giving signals that she likes you in some ways, but she is emotionally unavailable. Right now, the best thing you can do is protect your heart, keep the friendship at a healthy level, and let her sort out her feelings about her past. Trying to force romance (kissing, dates, escalating intimacy) risks heartbreak and may push her further away.

[Tara]

You’ve built an entire novel around a situation that is painfully simple. You’re not “in a destined connection.” You’re in the friend zone because she put you there, and you helped her decorate it. Every bit of analysis you’ve written is you trying to turn mixed signals into hidden meaning so you don’t have to face the one truth you already know: she enjoyed you as company, she enjoyed you as comfort, she enjoyed the attention, but she is absolutely not choosing you as a romantic partner.

Let’s strip this down to the facts without the fairy-tale frosting. The moment she told you she wasn’t feeling it physically and you backed off instead of leaning in with clarity, you stopped being the guy she was attracted to and became the guy who tiptoes around her feelings. You turned yourself into the safe, soft place she could land emotionally without having to invest romantically. You thought pulling away would make you look respectful. It made you look unsure. And nothing kills attraction faster than uncertainty.

Then came the ex story. That wasn’t vulnerability. That was a shield. “I’m not emotionally available” is the polite version of “I’m not choosing you.” She talks about her ex all the time not because she’s confused, but because it conveniently keeps you in orbit without giving you anything real. When a woman says she thinks about an ex five times a day and hasn’t moved on? She’s telling you she is unavailable. When she says it took her years to recover from the last breakup? She’s telling you not to wait. When she says she would be a bad girlfriend right now? She’s telling you she doesn’t want to be your girlfriend.

And all your “Maybe she wanted me to stay the night,” “Maybe she’s ashamed,” “Maybe she boxed out her feelings,” “Maybe she’s scared to get hurt” stop. This is you manufacturing hope because the actual answer is too painful. If she wanted you, she’d have made it unmistakably clear. Women don’t accidentally sleep with someone three times and then suddenly forget how they feel. They pull back when they realize they like the attention more than the relationship.

She tells you you need to show her you like her, you bring flowers, you write letters, you play emotional boyfriend…and she gives you gratitude instead of desire. That’s not confusion. That’s platonic comfort. That’s her enjoying you while maintaining distance. That gaze at your lips you obsess over? That’s you projecting. If she wanted you to kiss her, she wouldn’t bring up random airport guys the second you touch her neck. She shut that down hard.

And worst of all, you told her you’d “wait for her.” Congratulations you just took every ounce of romantic tension out of the dynamic. Why would she take any risk when you already promised you’ll still be there no matter what? You became reliable background noise.

[Sally]

I can hear how hard you’re trying to make sense of this.
And I know it feels like if you just figure out the right angle, you’ll unlock whatever switch turned off in her. But honestly? She already told you the truth. She’s not ready. Not for you, not for anyone.
Everything you’re doing now the flowers, the long talks, sticking close it’s coming from your heart, but it’s keeping you stuck. She likes you. She just doesn’t have it in her to choose you right now, and you can’t hold her hand through her confusion hoping it turns into love.
I know you don’t want to walk away. But staying this close is only teaching your heart to wait for someone who isn’t meeting you there.
Give her space. Give yourself some too. If she wants more, she’ll show you without mixed signals.

[Serena Vale]

I get where you’re coming from. You like her, and it’s clear she likes you too. But sometimes, no matter how much you click with someone, the timing just isn’t right.

I’ve been in situations where I wasn’t ready for a relationship, even though I liked someone a lot. I was still dealing with my past, and it took me time to be emotionally available. It sounds like she’s in that space right now, she’s not over her ex, and that’s holding her back from giving you the kind of relationship you deserve.

She cares about you, but she can’t give you her heart fully. And I know that’s tough, because you probably feel like you’ve shown her how much you care. But you can’t force someone to be ready for you. They have to figure it out on their own.

The best thing you can do now is give her space. Let her process things without feeling like you’re always there. If she’s meant to realize what she’s missing, she will. But if not, it’s okay. You deserve someone who’s ready to give you everything, not someone who’s still holding on to the past.

Take a step back, and trust that if it’s meant to happen, it will.

[Natalie Noah]

it’s completely normal to feel confused, frustrated, and even a little betrayed by your own expectations. You met someone who seemed perfect, someone you connected with instantly, and your feelings are deep. That kind of chemistry can make it incredibly difficult to hear the truth when it isn’t what your heart wants. It’s okay to feel hurt and uncertain, it doesn’t mean you’re weak or wrong, it just means you care deeply.

I want to be honest with you, even if it’s painful. From what she’s told you, she is not emotionally available right now. She is still processing feelings for her ex and clearly expressed that she cannot move past the initial stage of attraction toward you. That isn’t about you failing or not being good enough. It’s about timing, and sometimes timing is a cruel, unavoidable factor in relationships. She has set boundaries and has been very clear about her emotional state, and you need to respect that, no matter how much your heart aches.

I understand why her words about wanting you to “show” her your feelings felt confusing. You care about her, and your gestures, flowers, and attention come from a place of love. But here’s the thing when someone is emotionally unavailable, even the most thoughtful actions may not have the effect you hope for. Her inability to reciprocate right now isn’t a reflection on your worth; it’s a reflection on where she is emotionally. Trying to force intimacy, even gently, risks pushing her further away and creates frustration and heartbreak for you both.

The friendship dynamic you’re in is tricky. You’re her closest friend, you spend time together, and she clearly enjoys your company. That can feel like hope, like there’s a chance she might change her mind. But it’s important to separate the comfort of friendship from the reality of romantic possibility. Being close friends doesn’t necessarily mean that a romantic relationship will ever develop. Right now, she is seeking companionship and support while she navigates her own emotional healing.

I want to gently warn you about trying to “test” her feelings with gestures like a kiss or a date. That could create confusion, pressure, or even resentment. Even though your intentions are kind and loving, she is in a space where she cannot fully commit to you emotionally. You have to honor her boundaries and your own emotional well-being. Loving someone sometimes means stepping back, even if it’s the hardest thing in the world, because your feelings deserve to be reciprocated fully, not half-heartedly or delayed indefinitely.

The hardest truth is this: you need to start redirecting your energy toward yourself and other relationships. It doesn’t mean giving up on love or losing your capacity to care; it means protecting your heart. Waiting for her to become available could take years, and there’s no guarantee she ever will. There are women out there who are ready, available, and excited to build something with you in the present. Let yourself experience that instead of holding on to a relationship that isn’t possible right now. Trust me, it will hurt less in the long run, and it will give you space to meet someone who can love you as fully as you love them.I know this is painful, but you’re not alone. You’ve felt deeply, you’ve cared sincerely, and that is beautiful. Now, it’s time to be gentle with yourself and let your heart find someone who can truly meet it.

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