Hello,
I’m a guy and I’m straight as an arrow. Few months ago I met this girl, I started spending time with her. She seemed to enjoy my company and we’d go out literally every other day. One day she told me that she’s a lesbian and that’s when she started sharing her relationships problem with me. She told me about the love of her life who betrayed her and left her. I consoled her and we’d talk every day sharing our problems. We’re now very good friends, we go out to clubs and get drunk together. I make sure she’s safe and she gets what she wants. Lately, I have started to like her a lot. I don’t think about having sex with her at all, I just want to be with her and love her a lot. Tell her how much I love her and how much I miss her when she’s not around.
Today, she met the girl she loved. And she started crying because the love of her life was making out with another girl. I couldn’t see her crying, I wiped her tears and made sure she feels better by buying her a t-shirt she liked 20 minutes ago! She was quite happy when I dropped her home, and, now I’m quite sure that I love her. I have been wishing from the past couple of days that she turns into a straight girl but now I feel guilty. I saw her crying and I know that guys is not what she wants. I disrespected her decision to choose her sexual orientation. I don’t know what to do, I love her a lot. If you could please guide me ahead on what I should do?