[quote=”April Masini”]
Your excuse of needing a bodyguard to keep you from cheating on your boyfriend ONLY when you’re drinking is a pretty lame rationalization. Wake up and smell the coffee. It’s time for you to be honest and respectful of your boyfriend and yourself.[/quote]
I guess I’m not quite positive what your meaning by this but I know that I’m scared of losing him because there are so many things that I love about him. I’m not really sure if I will be able to feel “Love to Marraige” yet for a while, do to my last relationship. Also my other issue is that I AM attracted to my best friand but not sure if it’s just a crush I’ll get over. I really also don’t want to wreck our friendship. We have so much fun together and get along with all of eachothers friends because we have been friends for so long. He always asks if he can kiss me when he has been drinking so I try to keep someone around to help the awkwardness.
I also wonder if its the “cowboy” attitude to blame. Sounds rediculous but I have been training horses for a couple of years now and my frinds is pretty good with horses and has a couple of his own. My boyfriend on the otherhand enjoys video games and says horses stink. He is very good with helping me out with the horses when I need it and always is there for me when I ask. I guess my main issue is just that I have everything I could ever need with my boyfriend although he is pretty irresponsible. While my best friend is VERY responsible which is something I want on a guy. I just know he would be clingy which I cant stand and I don’t want to wreck our friendship.
