[Florelle]

That does all make sense. I wonder now if maybe I have been replacing the loss of the ex’s love with love for this guy. If that’s the case I haven’t been fair to him or myself. He’s been single and lonely awhile too and it almost seems like we both fell into those feelings. He may have come to that realization faster then I did.

I wonder also if this other thing I did made matters worse?. I was feeling really down one day and I blurted out that I have been just dating anyone because I can’t find anyone better. I know when I examine my life it isn’t true but of course it just created this huge argument over my not being who I say I am. He now thinks I am desperate. I apologized and told him it was a lack of judgement when I said this about myself because I know it isn’t true but I believed it that day. I know we all sometimes think incorrect things about ourselves when we are down. Do you think my acting this way further hammered a nail in the coffin? I know this breakup really shook me and my mind wasn’t clear. I wasn’t lying to him, I just had a clouded mind and I know better now.

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