[libra1963]

Thank you April. Your reply was very encourgaging. This guy is driving me crazying and I think about him all day long. I have never been out with anyone like him before and he really excites me. I feel that I have been seeing him a lot lately and need to back off. I have been throwing away diaries full of terrible memories of ex boyfriends and issues that were so depressing and where I allowed myself to be used. I am 46 and never married. I never had a mother or a role model to teach me how to deal with men either -so I learnt the hard way. I feel that I am emotionally scarred and I do find it hard to develop relationships. I feel this one has been easy as I was seeing him more or less every day. It just has not gone any where because he was my boss.

He has volunteered interview practice and suggested that someone else does it with me. Do you think I should take it up? I have also asked him if he will mentor me. He has said that he may under go the training. I wanted to use this as an opportunity to keep in contact with him. When I asked him about this, I could not look at him.

If you have any other further words of advice, I would really appreciate them.

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