[mmaria]

Thanks April. Your words make perfect sense. I actually know you are right – it is possible to break up because we are not a good match, it’s just that I wish that things could stay still while I am grieving and I could deal with them better later. But I know that’s not possible and obviously it’s not fair to others. I have actually been a very good girlfriend and tried to remain cheerful, motivated and attractive even after what happened – I did my best anyway. By the way, it was my mother that passed away and it has just been 2 and a half months. I would not feel so vulnerable has it been someone less close to me.

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