I feel for you. I’m in the same situation.
You are young, you don’t want to end up like me sista! I’m older and I feel as if I don’t have options.
You do deserve someone that wants to love you. (I like to think that)
No, i’m not into fairytale situations, but I understand how you feel. It’s heartbreaking when you don’t feel any love in return. Don’t just accept it. You are young and you have time to find someone that is not afraid of what you want in a relationship.
Disclaimer- I am in my own defunct situation and I don’t want to tell you to run. I just hate to see anyone going through anything similar I have to deal with. So yeah, run!