I have realized that being in a long distance relationship is tough and maybe I am used to a girl that is more needy. On that note I have tried to take the relationship for the face value and just go by what she tells me and how I feel. Not on what goes on in my imagination. I just came back from seeing her and it seems like I fall in love with her that much more each and every time I see her. We have made plans to travel and meet some of her family and I am really looking forward to it. I did forget to mention that I have met her sister on numerous occasions. In the begining she told me that her sisters opinion is the one that she values the most and I think we get along great.
When I look at her I can see a real future, with marriage definutly in the picture. I just dont want to rush things cause I am a jump first kind of guy, I believe in fate and destiny. I have been in my fair share of relationships over the past 17 years and I know what I feel for her is true. Ive never been married or even engaged so to even think about it is a little overwellming. The problem is going to be the distance and her depression issues. I know I am willing to move and am more than willing to stand by her, in the good and bad and just be there for her
