I am curious why you think he does not want to see me? Based on his message, and knowing him, I felt like there is something implied, I’m just not sure what.
Is there any chance he could have really gotten better? He would have had to change almost everything about his life in order to actually be accepted into the Navy.
I am not in a position in my life where dating is an option, I live in a single mothers program that is structured for personal growth that does not approve of dating while in the program, and I have found a great church and faith based support system. The reason I question if or if not to see him is because although we cannot be together, I do love him, and I would just like to see him and say goodbye. Our ‘end’ did not really consist of a cordial parting or a ‘we gave it our best shot, goodbye’ kind of thing. I believe if he is leaving it is or quite possibly will be, the last time I ever see him.
I know it’s crazy, but I feel like seeing him, in a neutral environment, with the objective of saying, I ‘m sorry for my part, I hope life goes well, and goodbye. It may be very difficult, but I also wonder if it is a component I need to accepting that we are done. I have lost family members and dear friends without having the opportunity to say goodbye, and I feel like I have carried that pain with me so long. I just don’t want to make a mistake in this situation that would add to my grief or struggles to accept great loss.
Thank you for any and all advice you may have.
HoneyBMember #235,821
