[rkc971]

We have been through years of counseling and all kinds of therapy but I just do not love my wife. I love her and respect her because she is the mother of my children, but it has never been a great realationship. I just am not attracted to her in any way, and as I have found out through therapy, I really never have been. I have always known it, but we just do not connect. I just didn’t realize the extent of what I was missing until I met the other woman. She was my best friend and I was able to really be myself for the first time in my life with her.

No one understands this and so I live empty because I do not have the courage to leave my kids. I think that I am going crazy because no matter what I try, I cannot move on or let go of what I cannot have. I know I am a coward and that I deserve to me miserable because of it.

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