[GuiltyConscience]

You’re right, of course, I do make up for it, and I am thankful everyday for what we have. He says things like “you are the best girl I could have ever hoped for” and it chips away at me, because I think… if only you knew. But I am sure that, If I said something now it would hurt him more then me. I suppose I will find a way to bury it.. Thank you for the advise.

[GuiltyConscience]

Im 28, and our relationship is amazing, we never fight, we laugh, we like the same things, we are best friends. Aside from this, we tell each other Everything. He is so in love with me, and I feel like we are meant to be together forever, our baby is the happiest little girl you could imagine. This guilt isn’t just coming up now, it has always been this darkness looming over me. I feel like he deserves to know the truth, and if we were to get married, that we should start over. However, who knows if that is the way it will be. maybe he will resent me… maybe he will leave me… I don’t know.. I don’t want to hurt him.. but I just don’t want to feel like this anymore…. Maybe that is selfish of me.. I just, don’t know anymore.

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