[pacmanla]

Well to be honest, I was going through a lot of insecurity, & just stop keeping in touch. I eventually went on to have time to myself, so I guess she moved on.

[pacmanla]

We actually dated for awhile (two months), but hooked back up off & on. Before finding out about her engagement, I checked up on her through twitter, instagram, etc. I think finding out about her engagement, just rushed back those past feelings I had for her, & now with her engagement, that “romantic” door has now been officially shut. Again, I’ve NEVER felt this way about any other young lady. Not trying to do much “self-diagnosing”, but I believe since I invested so much emotionally into her, & honestly thought at one time, she was “THE ONE”, that I feel like I lost apart of me, that I can’t get back. Also, that I should be the one in those photos with her, but she looks happy, & maybe it wasn’t meant to be.

Also knowing that she is going to look beautiful on her wedding day, doesn’t help my mind either. It’s just a tough pill to swallow, & this isn’t the movies where the guy runs to the woman tells her his feelings, & they ride off into the sunset. Real life doesn’t play out like that, & I respect that she’s someone’s fiancee now. I may be worried about finding “love” again, & she’s getting married, & I’m worried I won’t find that “special” someone myself.

[pacmanla]

Yes, we just turned 25 & 26, & known each other since we were kids in the same church. I’ve never felt like this about anyone before. I’ve dated, gone out with other women before, who has gone on to get married, have kids, but this one is VERY DIFFERENT. It’s affecting me like no other, & I find myself going out with women who remind me of her. I’ve had attractive young women approach me, but my mind keeps going back to her. I don’t know if I feel this way, because I just KNEW she was the one, & the others, I never really invested emotionally into, in that kind of way.

Thanks, for your reply, & looking forward to your response

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