I hate the silence and not knowing what and where or whats she is doing. So many people put there two cents in and try to tell me what i should do but its my life and I chossen long ago who and what I want. Its only getting harder. Im seeking my help but no luck yet. I hate being away from her, just wanting to be around her would do so much and id like to hold her kiss her and much more…. miss it all and only hope that were stronger and better for it together. One real woman comes in my life who makes it perfect and fall deeply in love I cant let her go no matter what cause its real. I cant let that be a regret cause I couldnt live with that. Iv tried so hard to live this one life the best I can and I work hard and try harder than anyone I know but have dealt with more hard times than most. My mom is with my step dad and she only loves him and one who she was in love with got away and I cant go like that.
