I was in a relationship for 3 yrs. A few mos. ago, my girlfriend wanted to take a break, and we did. She said that she didnt know what she wanted anymore, she wanted to experience college without me for a while, and that she will be going to grad school in another state in a year. We took time off, but we still talked and hung out. During the time off, however, I couldnt get over her, and I know i still loved her dearly. I was constantly in my head trying to figure things out. There were days i couldnt sleep or eat. About a week ago we had a couple really good talk and figured alot out. During the conversation, she told me that she still loves me and that she wants to get back together with me. I was really happy, because thats what I want(i think). We have been getting closer. However, she has been talking to this older guy and wants to get with him”for the story”. They’ve made out before, but I know she wants to have sex with him. I know that she doesnt want a relationship with him or anything, she just wants to experience sex with someone else, because we have only had sex with each other. She told me that im free to do stuff with others as well, but I love her and dont want to do that. This whole thing is mentally twisting me up, because I dont know what to do. Do i get over that she will have sex with this guy and we get back together? Do I not get back with her? Although we arent together, it would still make me feel really bad that she would have sex with him(like cheating). I love her so much, losing her would make me feel like im losing a part of myself.
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