Thank you for your time and reply.
Everything you said went fine but then the last paragraph threw me off.
I feel like the man I am with now has a higher chance to supporting me than my old friend but I don’t want to be in love with the material and that my love life will be miserable. I know I can do perfectly fine on my own so either way I will support myself because I never want to be dependent on somebody else financially because you never know when there would be a break off and I never want to be struggling in life. I don’t want money to buy my love because I know I will end up supporting myself and I feel comfortable that way.
I will keep seeing my friend and having my boyfriend, yes it’s betrayal though I just want it to go on a little more to see what my old friend thinks of me first before I can decide.
