[b]UPDATE[/b]: OK we are officially not talking via phone or internet..she will refuse to talk because I accused her of talking to him as a sign that she if looking to get back with him..I admit that was wrong of my part but now the only ultimatum she has given me is that I need to be over there with her and live there for a while in order for us to be together. I understand why she would want to test me to see if I truly loved her, (we were engaged and she still has my ring) but I’m not sure it’s something I want to do just yet. It will drastically change me life. Mainly because of financial reason and because I don’t even know what will happened if I go. There I will have no friends or family. If this was maybe an year from now I would risk it since I would be more financially stable to go there.
I don’t know what I’m feeling for her anymore…but part of me is willing to go and make up…
Anyone have any opinions?
