Hey, I feel for you. Stuff like that can be hard.
I completely understand how you feel, I got out of a three month relationship a couple of months ago and it still hurts when I think about it. It was sort of similar to your story.
Basically, I loved the guy I was with too, and that was the hardest part of me leaving him. But when a guy treats you like that, it shows he has no respect for you. He’s keeping you in his life for when he gets bored. I’m sorry to sound so harsh, but that’s what it sounds like to me. You’re putting time and energy into him and he doesn’t even want to admit you are in a relationship.
I think you should kick him out and leave him in the dust and move on with your life. Don’t settle at all. There is another man out there who will love you so much more than this guy can.
And another thing, I was in love with my ex too, but now after a few months, those feelings have left me. Sure, I’ll admit wanting to have attention from him at times, but he’s not worth it.
I hope I didn’t sound too harsh. But ditch the guy and go make something of yourself and enjoy life. yes, it’ll be hard to not have a man at your side. But you can do it. 😉
