May I just say… wow. What a F*#%($)#$). I know you said you are older and all, but it don’t matter what the age. You need to get the french toast out of there. For one thing, you are a grown woman and shouldn’t be treated that way. You should be treated with love, respect, and dignity. Two, teen porn??? Hell no. If you see that you should turn him in because otherwise if he’s using your computer, you could get in trouble for it. Three, if there is every religious persecution in a relationship, then the relationship should end.
You are a woman who deserves waaaaaaay better than some scummy jerk.