We’ve been together for a year now.she is my first girlfriend.at first i was in love but now my feelings are fading away.I want to experience more people.i know you may think I’m a bad person but what else can i do?
she is great.she is perfect i might even regret it but it’s the best i can do.her family are totally different from ours.she wants me for marriage.I can’t marry her.I don’t even like marriage.When I see pretty girls in streets or on facebook i get sad and say i put myself in misery by falling in love with her
we’re both 24.I know we’ve started dating a bit late and it was a huge mistake.specially for me.I had to start dating earlier.I didn’t know it would be like this
Also I kinda have a crush on this girl on fb.I hate myself..I need serious help
BTW it’s a long distance relationship we see each other once a month.we have had sex only one time.you cant even call it sex cause i only insert the tip of my penis but later when she went o doctor the doctor said that the hymen s damaged and it wont bleed in the wedding night.this is one other reasons that i cant break up with her.my conscious is guilty even though im sure she did that to herself by fingering her vagina but still i feel bad.she has to keep her hymen because of stupid religious beliefs in our country
I’m so afraid of breaking up with her.i tried it once and she cried all day.It even made me cry too and i felt bad for her
I think it is the best we can do.what if she commits suicide after i break up.I’m stuck in this situation.I’m stuck in this relationship.
sorry if it was long and sorry for my bad English.I would appreciate your help people.thanks in advance