Hi everyone,
I’ve been going to this pub for 8 years now. There has been a waitress there and we are obviously attracted to each other. Blushing and general smitteness happens when we see each other.
Problem is I have been working in another part of the country for the last four years popping back every couple of months and seeing this girl at this place.
I have just finished working there and have come home to stay.
I had been working 84 hours a week and I’m having trouble adjusting and I’m suffering from anxiety and nervousness.
I had the perfect opportunity to ask her out 2 weeks ago and I froze! Damn!
I wasn’t sure if I ruined any chance with her………and felt like I had embarrassed her. So I went back.
It was a Sunday and very busy she was running around busy.
She is obviously feeling like I have rejected her because it seems we have entered a game of who can stare into each other’s eyes without giving away their feelings…..
Silly thing is I’m still trying to adjust back to normal and I may be alienating her without even realizing it ……..
Have I ruined everything?
What can I do to fix this? She’s adorable and I feel like I’m losing her….
