Anyway, The facts are that I’m an ok looking guy, probably pretty good looking for my age. I’m 31 years old. I was married from 2006 to 2010. I was in the army. I have a bachelor’s in business admin. and am currently a full time premed student. I lift weights almost everyday and am probably one of the most in shape guys at my college even though most kids there are much younger than I am. I have a car. I don’t work due to my full time student status, which does take all my free time. I go to school in a small town that has nobody in it my age. Just young students and old retired folk. The thing is that I can’t find a good woman. What’s good? Are my standards too high? Well, I have a very eclectic taste in women. I love skinny women to fat women… but the overriding factor is hip to waist ratio. I prefer a hip to waist ratio of .7 or less. A pretty face helps too 🙂 But I also like thicker girls too. The problem is that the thicker girls I like all go for black guys and the skinny girls all go for that skinny euro dude look. Also, I’ve been told I can be an asshole. I know chicks dig assholes but I don’t think they like my brand of asshole. lol.. seriously though, I’ve been told I’m just brutally honest and that’s why women think I’m an asshole. That mixed with my nice sweet and caring nature kinda makes me the ultimate duche bag I guess. I’ve just developed a hatred for women in general even though I know they’re not all so pathetic. (excuse my female hate speech). I see great looking girls with ugly fucks all the time and also, I don’t have money for them. They are always wanting me to go out and party like it’s 1999 and spend shit loads of money but I have none. Taking all of this into account… when trying to understand my own situation, I see it like this: First of all, I’m not in a target rich environment. There just aren’t many girls here in my age range. Second, I really am too nice and too rude at the same time but not the “good” kinda nice and rude… if that makes any sense (relates to nice guys finish last concept). Third, I have no money. Lets all just face it and admit that women need guys that can provide and nobody likes not having money. And even though those are all legitimate reasons to believe there is no way in hell I’m going to find somebody until I get the hell out of dodge and have a job… I somehow just can’t believe those are the limiting factors (even though they probably are), thus I’ve decided that I must be ugly. And, I’m trying to just accept that I will be single forever but it hurts. I mean, everybody has different goals in life but one of my most important goals is marriage and family. 🙁 Any thoughts?
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