[mr. ace]

I will start from the beginning so that you could get a clearer picture of what’s going on, I’m 19

about 2 years ago my best friend broke up with his gf (after about two years of being together) what happened is that after that she wouldn’t leave him alone, texting him everyday and crying and simply she couldn’t get over it.. later it just all came down to that she asked him to take away her virginity, and then they had these ‘secret’ dates for the last 2 years that they just met to have sex (since this was the only way she could be with him) she basically said ‘okey, since you dont want to be with me, atleast whenever you want to have sex, just text me’

Me, as being his best friend I knew everything about it, that they were doing that.

Me and his ex were chatting on skype from time to time but nothing serious

Now, this year in spring we all were at a party, and just what happened that me and his ex started making out then and sleeping together (not having sex, just sleeping). And as I later found out she has been into me for quite some time. So we started dating since then. Everything went very well, we see each other every day and never get tired, never run out of things to say, and love each other very much.

From time to time things just come up from her and she says she misses him (her ex, my best friend) And I start to wonder if she really loves me (because she starts saying that she still loves him).. but after that it’s okay again, and this happened a couple of times.

After about 2-3 months we started fighting a lot, actually, every day.. this lead to that we broke up (but we still met every day and were together, became too attached)

during that time I went to my best friend, and just so happened that he went away and I was left by his pc, so looked in his skype chat history with this girl, and I saw maybe a week ago a message from him ‘today maybe?’ and she replied ‘not today’. Then I asked him what this was all about, he said that she was texting him for about a month or so, and he kept saying to her to just fuck off, till eventually he was annoyed and they met.. and then they kissed.. what he also said that when she was writing him she was asking to meet just like earlier (yes, to have sex)
well now, I guess you know what this all meant, and what kind of friend he is. Although they didn’t do anything

Then I just ran away from him and went directly to her and told her I never want to be with her again, and how could she do this (since I was VERY devoted to our relationship). She then started just crying and saying she’s sorry… later after some time I forgave her.. (stupid move I guess)

Another thing is, our sex life is next to non existant, we never had a normal sexual relationship, she always says that she simply doesn’t want it. (well too bad since it’s the opposite with me). And we had sex maybe once per 2 weeks and started arguing about this, till it came down that she said ‘that’s all what you want from me, go then find a girl that you can FUCK’ well I didn’t leave her since sex is not all for me.. And now this thing just fucks me up, knowing that what she did with him, but wont do anything with me.. I also have ED (erectile dysfunction) which makes it even worse for me.. when I try talking with her about this it always come down to that I only want sex, and that she doesn’t, and she only loves me ‘spiritually’ and not physically.. I asked her maybe it’s because of him and the way he used her? she said no. not at all.. she just doesn’t want to do it. and then later it came down to she said that ‘I’m just not attracted to you’ .. then why the hell would she be with me? well ‘It’s because I love you emotionally’spiritually, those are two different things’

Well someone’s got it all mixed up..

this is really getting to me.. I dont know what should I do ? I have given up on doing anything since I know she is not attracted to me.. should I leave her? (I’m leaning towards this) and then she would think ‘He’s leaving me because i’m not giving it to him.. well, now we know what kind of person he is’

What should I do ??

[April Masini, your AskApril]

You should break up with her. She’s not the right woman for you — but you should know that if you decide to date your best friend’s ex-girlfriend, you’re asking for trouble — [i]and you got it! [/i]

She’s not interested in you. Find someone who is.

If you want to do better at dating, read Date Out of Your League, a book I wrote for men who want to win with women, and it sounds from your post that you could get a lot out of it. Here’s the link for the book: [url]https://www.askapril.com/relationship-dating-advice/date-out-of-your-league.html[/url]. Read the book, and let me know afterwards, if you have any questions.

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