But that’s the thing. I don’t want to go out and do that. It was kind of always a fantasy and then it just happened within a blink of an eye. If I had been sober I wouldn’t have wanted to at all. It was hardly an actual threesome since they didn’t have sex and barely touched each other. We both agreed to never do it again and I know he doesn’t want to either. Despite how much I love him and want to get past this you think I should break it off?
