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Hi April, thanks for your advice.

When I was 12 year old my left breast didn’t develop properly, the doctor I went to see deemed me deformed and thought I should lose weight because it might balance itself out. It left me devastated and feeling like crap. I felt like I was less than because of this. My friends found out about this and they started telling everyone about it and laughing and pointing at me. Years later I lost weight and I was seeing a plastic surgeon about getting my breast done. I meant my now ex boyfriend, he gave me positive attention which was something I lacked with guys since I kept them away because I didn’t feel worthy of their time. When I told him about my breast issue he loved me and didn’t care. You have no idea what that meant to me. It felt like I meant my soul mate, the one that would love me unconditionally and accept something I thought no guy could. He was so loving and kind and I loved him so strongly and protected him in any way I could. Maybe that is another reason I find it hard to move on, I know any man would accept me for that, but I believed for years I wasn’t good enough, I still live with those thoughts from time to time.

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