Thanks for the great advice April. Actually both of us are very comitted to each other. Everything just change in one night. In a logical way i still think that she still love as much as i love her. It’s just that the problem that i did caused her to forget everything that ive done for her and she (at the moment. I hope so) hate me so much. im not really planning to move on with only this unclear sign since she never mention the word breakup even though she ask me to go away forever plus she said it because she was mad. According to my past experience with her. Whenever she get mad (not the recent mad, its lower than that) i’ll just give her a day or two for her to calm. But these mad is totally diff. Way above her head that i never encounter. It just that i light up the fire that i wasnt suppose to.
Ive had enough with relationship actually April. But the only thing that i still stick with her because i really love her and no matter how hard i try to forget about her which i already done so. I still cant stop thinking about her. My heart will lead me to her even i date with another girls. If she is not the one i will married then there will never be a chance for another girl to step in. But that is what my heart feels from the first time i met her til now. Ive seen her imperfections but i still choose to stay. I just hope that when she sees mine. She would stay. Thats what love is all about isnt it? Not looking for perfections but stay for its imperfections.
