[Winnie]

Hmmm I don’t know. It feels wrong to do that while I’m with my boyfriend. And he also has his girlfriend. And they’re both friends with each other. It just feels wrong at so many levels.

I know it’s kind of no use to have this feeling but not doing anything to change the situation. Sometimes I feel like leaving both of them and just run away. But I know that won’t fix anything.

But I have more in common with my bestfriend than my boyfriend. In fact, even my boyfriend realizes our countless differences. We are like day and night. He likes what I hate and vice versa. Totally the opposite.
But with my bestfriend, I don’t even have to try. Our chemistry just comes naturally. And sometimes I hate that. Even with that feeling, I felt like I’m cheating.

I am so torn. I can’t stop thinking about it for weeks. Sorry to let it all out here. I just can’t keep it to myself anymore.

[Winnie]

So when you say ‘let the friendship situation go’, you meant that I should stop being friends with him? Or should I make a confession to him?

I’m 21 actually. By having fun, I meant I’m more of myself when I’m with my bestfriend rather than with my boyfriend. And isn’t that just…not right?

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