We began last December, and it has been very rocky, very off and on, all the way till now. I am 28, he’s 33.
Much has changed (again) since my last post.
We spent 5 amazing days together (again). I could feel that he had developed stronger feelings than ever before. He showered me with intense affections that one could relate in “honeymoon” stage.
But everything is great, until he leaves. I often get confused and upset by mixed signals. He tells me “he likes the shit out of me”, and not to worry, but wants to take it slow. I have no plans to rush a relat., but my dating style conflicts with his. He’s a “casual” dater, while I date exclusively. We bickered about this many times, and each time he convinces me that he has no intention of us being “casual” and commitment is in the future.
But after a heated argument (on txt), he disclosed his view of us being casual is what we are.
recap: He wrongly accused me of having sex with someone, and bc I refuse to admit to something I didn’t do is why he claims to be “thinking twice”.
Im unsure if “casual” was thrown out of anger, but being very upset I told him I had to cease all communications with him. This was yesterday. Should I believe his words (casual), or actions (he likes me a lot-but only absolutely sure of it when he’s present)?
Honestly, I think he’s more confused (single for a few years) than I am about us, and I’m pretty f*ing confused!
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