Hi
Feels a bit weird asking people i don;t know about my life but i came to a point that i can;t handle the pain and i can;t feel saved.
Well this is an interesting story. I met a guy for many times without us being friends. The last time we met again and the past one and a half year we are very connected. We have amazing sex, we share the same lifestyle same dreams, same all,we were so surprised how can we are so alike. He helps me, buy me gifts, we do business together, we always support and understand each other. During our first months of connecting and start having sex i was stupid to unleash me and fell in love. He is there for me when i need him, we are best friends but he don;t want to make a serious relationship with me. He don;t want me to call us just friends, nor a couple, nor FWB, and he is saying that he want to have me in his life. He is saying that he don;t love me more than a friend, but he is not letting me go. And im here soaking in sorrow. I will appreciate any help that you can give me.