Wow… this really hits in a quiet, familiar way. It’s wild how the heart can break over something it never fully had — like grieving a story that never even made it past chapter one. Sometimes the “almosts” hurt more than the real thing, because you end up falling for the version that lived in your head, not the one that happened in real life.
But your feelings are valid. Losing a future you hoped for can feel just as heavy as losing a person you actually had. It’s a slow kind of ache, the type that fades in tiny pieces instead of all at once.
Just remember: even if the love wasn’t yours to keep, the healing still belongs to you. And you will get through this — not by forgetting, but by slowly making room for something real, something mutual, something that chooses you back.
Sometimes the heart breaks so it can grow into someone new. You’re not alone in that.