You have to figure out which you want more — being single or being together. However, if you’re together and you wish you were single, you’re not going to have a fulfilling relationship and he’s going to eventually feel your reticence. From his point of view, it won’t feel very nice for him to be with someone who doesn’t want to be with him — even if you love each other. And eventually, that will start to grate on the relationship. 😕 It sounds like you don’t really want to be with him — but you’re afraid to be single more than you want to be with him, and that fear is holding you back. I think if after two years, you’re feeling this way, you should probably move on.
