I have been talking to this guy at work, we can talk about anything and everything with each other and open with one another. We flirt with one another and he often seems to try to get my attention, I catch him looking at me, or make eye contact with me, smile and all that stuff. I do the same also. There are to many details to share but I really don’t know what’s next. He tells me he will cook for me, he take me out for drinks, vacation, what kind of wine I like the food I like, asks me what I like to do, and do all this stuff together even dream together but it has yet to happen. He seems to take a genuine interest in me like I do him and compliments me also. We can sit there and just look at one another and not say a word sometimes by just looking into each other’s eyes. We seem to have this special thing going. He even asked if I told my friends and family about him. He knows I like him because for once in my life I actually had enough guts to say it and I told him why. He has said some really nice things about me also. He tells me he has some things to do so he can unbusy himself and we will go out. He’s off the same day as me this week and still nothing. I was pretty disappointed when I left work today figuring maybe this would be the week but no. Part of me says to give up and part of does not want to. I really like this guy, I like everything about him. I have learned more about him than I have when I went out with previous people. The way he talks and acts has me knowing he s interested but a small piece of me thinks I should give up, ignore and just forget about him. I can’t make things awkward especially when I have to work with him. Tonight he said to me that I must have guys at my feet and people in work have asked me out but I have declined and he knows that. I wish it was hm that I could finally spend time with but I just don’t know what to do next. I won’t see him at work again until the end of the week.
