I love my boyfriend a lot. We’ve been on and off for almost 5 yrs. Everything was good but then we started fighting a lot and things have changed. To make a long story short when he gets upset he says really mean things. Always trying to put me down and call me out my name. The bigger problem here is that he knows I’m extremely insecure about my body and he used it against me so many times. I will say I talked about his dic* before because he made feel insecure a long time ago by following pages that show nothing but girls in thongs showing their big asses and boob’s. So what does that mean that he likes that right? He has talked about my small boob’s, butt, stretch marks, and compared me to other girls so many times. The worst thing he said was “that I’m lucky he fuc**ed only me after the bodies he sees on other girls” really though. I would never go that far. Now I can’t stop thinking about it and I’m tired of pretending like I’m okay. We have a good sex like but I could never be comfortable being naked around him anymore like I used to. I feel like he’s constantly looking at other girls and comparing me. Hes a guy he’s going to look anyway right? He also said recently when he was mad that he doesn’t respect me and I’m worthless but that not the first time. Everything is OK now because I forgave him like I always do but I hate him for hurting me this way. I really love him I don’t know what to do. I want to leave but then I don’t because I love him. All I know is that I’m tired of feeling this way like I’m not good enough because of the things he has said. He took so much love away fro me 🙁 please help
