I’m an eighteen year old high school senior who recently got into a relationship with one of her best friends. We’ve been friends for 4 years and about 5 months now and the last year of that was spent being a wild roller coaster of feelings. We finally figured it out on prom night and are together now exclusively.
I love him so much and it took quiet a lot for me to admit that to him cause I’m usually emotionally detached for fear of getting hurt. We are so much alike and our relationship scares me. I’m scared of how passionate and how real it feels because I’m trying to deal with the reality that in a few months we might have to separate and go to different universities and that scares me.
The real problem here is whether or not we should be intimate. He hasn’t been pressurizing me to do it, but rather our bodies have been the ones doing that. Whenever he kisses me I just go ablaze and it becomes so hard when we have to blow out the flame. I constantly want to rip of his clothes and jump him 24/7.
I’m usually not like this, but with him it’s different. We are so much alike we can talk for hours and hours about nonsensical stuff and not be bothered the slightest bit about anything else.
My only worry is that perhaps it’s much too soon and we’re much too young to even be thinking about it, but I don’t know how to control myself. The sexual frustration is killing the both of us.
HELP!!!!
