My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years and now I feel like he’s hiding something from me. He always comes home late and he doesn’t let me touch or check his phone. Sometimes even on his day off he still leaves the house and I don’t know where exactly he’s going, he just say he has a meeting. Whenever I ask him and try to get specific answers, he get angry and even shouts at me. One time my friend called me and say she saw my boyfriend at a cafe like he is waiting for someone. When he got home I asked where he had been and he said he had a meeting with a client but he refuses to talk about any details. He’s always mad at me now and doesn’t seem interested in being with me anymore. I feel sorry for myself because of how he treats me. How can I get out of a toxic relationship like this even I still love him? I feel like he is the one pushing me away.